SP results 🤣

something happened yesterday with the previous SP, that id previously had posted as a win and been praised for, couple things. He and I hada turbulant few years, on and off and before I quit I desperately wanted him to commit to me despite his family at home and mine, I know I know, please dont judge.

anyways, stuff id been affieming for he did yesterday, was super nice, txt me out of nowhwre, bought me lunch whatever (a colleague). I didnt really care and I stood my ground Im not going back. But it occurred to me this morning, id have taken that as a huge win, contact, attention and id have been told I persisted and its my bridge and keep going… what bullshit crumbs are these, he was just being a half decent colleague not confessing his undylong desire. i would have too, seen it as a win but today Im so different and unbothered, it was a day at work unlike many others, I didnt create the situation it happened and Im so grateful Im not dwelling on it and clinging to hope anymore, lifes gooood x