I feel like cheating and don’t feel guilty because he’s a selfish porn addict !

Hi everyone, my husband is a porn addict who is selfish why I need feel sorry for him !

I’m 29F and my husband (33M) and I have been married for 2 years For about the past 1.5 years, our marriage has been basically sexless.

He tells me it’s because he’s very stressed with work and “just not in the mood,” but it feels like he’s never interested in sex anymore. He often says he’s busy or tired, and avoids intimacy.

Recently, he has also started to put me down emotionally. He makes comments that make me feel like I can’t do anything right—for example saying my food is tasteless or that I’m not capable in general.

He often compares us in a way that makes him seem superior, saying he is the “smart one” with a higher IQ, and that his time and work are more valuable than mine.

He is the main provider and pays the bills, and he uses that as part of the dynamic in the relationship, which is starting to make me feel small and undermined.

He works online and spends a lot of time on his laptop, and also watches a lot of YouTube. To mask the porn use

He has a ed so probably caused by the porn addiction since he is so young

I feel I’m allowed to cheat since he watches porn and has a ed and he don’t can give me pleasure no sex no foreplay nothing so I don’t need to feel sorry for him

I never caught I’m watching porn since he search in incognito/private mode and he always go to the bathroom and stays there for 30 min tot a hour

He admitted he watched porn and told me he will stop this is a year ago still nothing has changed
So I gave him some time