I feel like my bipolar is not as serious as it really is

I’m diagnosed bipolar 2 but I don’t FEEL like I have bipolar 2, but I know factually that I do? Does anyone relate to that feeling?

Like, once I’m off my meds I’m just reminded about how mentally unstable I really am. But with the meds I’m completely fine (I think). But also I feel like it’s not that serious??? Idk 😭😭