Weird comment by T after expressing SI

I've been feeling pretty down lately. Lost my whole family in 2025 and just trying to survive. I expressed SI and after the typical plan, intent questions my T asked if I would tell him if I had a plan or intent. I said yes and he said he appreciated that and that when people are really suicidal they don't tell anyone. I understand that because thats what both my parents did. But his question made me think he wasnt taking my SI as serious and I was just being dramatic.

I've been seeing him over three years and at twice a week and we have a trusting relationship.

I don't know if im reading too much into it so was hoping for advice here.

Thoughts?