Methamphetamine ADHD and dopamine. the recipe for a silent judgmental PREVENTABLE death.

been ADHD since i was 4. diagnosed at 6 with ODD. didn't get treated much and stopped all ADHD treatments at 13. june 11th 2016 my 16th. i tried methamphetamine. (ice) for the first time ever. we judge the druggies but all the people i was doing that drug with were going nuts.

but i wasn't. instead i was relaxing. technically the first time of brain relaxation.

mates wanted to go out. i chilled played xbox. eventually i didn't want to do ice with mates anymore. because i wasn't acting like a CRACKHEAD. ima put my full honest here guys. i smoked ice twice a month for 8 years... and everytime during my 3 days. i was awake. from being completely depressed. to happy. wanting to stay isolated forever to planning to leave the house make friends do life. i couldn't figure out why everytime i did this filthy fucking drug. i felt more responsible and mature and happy and ok with dealing with my life stresses then ever!!!!!! until i did tell a dr. the ice helped me. it connected my lack of dopamine. its a stimulant. LONG STORY ENDED. THERE IS NICE PEOPLE OUT THERE. THAT ARE USING ICE. FOR THE EXACT REASON I DID. BECAUSE WE DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS HELPING THE ADHD. AND NOW IM CLEAN. I CAN GET MY DOPAMINE AND EAT!! I CAN GET MY ENERGY AND NOT HAVE TO DRED LOOSING IT!! if you are out there. save yourself and come out. please ❤️ thank you and goodbye xo ADHD removed my post. typical bastards.