I need help

I want to be anonymous but just know I’m a boy who is 17 years old, lately I’ve been having trouble going to school and genuinely waking up early and there’s times where I oversleep till 10-12 and I genuinely hate it, like I hate it I hate it. I genuinely ask myself why I skip, I don’t get bullied, I stress a lot but not as daily and I genuinely like school I just don’t know why I skip. It’s just when I’m somewhere where I’m comfortable and I know I’m going to be safe and sound and everything I just stay without even thinking about school I just wanna know is this normal and yes for some people they’ll say like “bro shut the fuck up and go it’s that simple” and I know it is but either I oversleep or like I said before if I’m somewhere comfortable and safe I just wanna stay if that makes sense??? (I hope) if anyone has ever experienced this can anyone from anywhere give me tips to just not skip anymore or tips on how to forcefully wake me the fuck up and I’m trying I really am trying to support my family I don’t wanna end up like a bum and die knowing I js did nothing and died nothing. I just wanna fix myself before real grown man shit hits me in my chest and I’m scared for my future there’s days where I genuinely don’t think ima live till 19 I have dreams of dying and being reborn and specifically died at 19-21, I don’t know why. But if anyone reads this and got tips I appreciate with everything, and for the hate comments if there’s any I know I might seem lazy I know I might seen I’m making excuses but my family and friends can tell you that I’m not lazy and I’m always there to help and they know I don’t like seeking attention I just don’t wanna tell them this cuz they’ll just hate on me and I know how they are they’ll talk bad behind my back kinda but it’s cool. But again if anyone got tips to help me academically I appreciate that with all
My heart, god bless all of you and I hope you guys have a lovely day (btw this karma shit in Reddit is stupid in half these groups god forbid someone is having a mental crisis and needs to talk to someone in Reddit and then they shit get removed cuz “not enough karma” that is just plain fucking stupid)