Feeling myself an outsider

Got married and moved to a new country almost 2 years ago. And till today I feel myself like an outsider… have no idea what to do to stop this feeling. Sitting at home almost all the time. Husband is working so most of the time I’m alone with myself and my thoughts. It’s the worst thing I think to be stuck alone with yourself.
Never been social person. Maybe I should start at least blogging