Why are men so hot?

Lately I'm in a drought. I crave men and I want them so bad. I don't know why? Like their smell alone is driving me insane. I want to be sapphic so bad but I feel so...eh. there is an exception with 3 women on this planet. Even then men drive me feral like I want everything. This week I have been out of it like running into objects to daydreaming about sex. I feel so needy, I'm staying strong tho. I don't understand why this is happening. Ig I have preferred men in the past but I found woman prettier. Men have a rough beauty to them especially buff men. I hated the idea of being a man with another man but now it's exciting. I'm hoping this is the progesterone but idk. The desire has been growing since starting hrt. I feel so conflicted