Confession…almost at worsttt phase of my life

So this is going to be my 2nd attempt and i know deep inside that i am not gonna make it .. reason i f*cked up my mental health in last months dealt with anxiety depression and what not.. i am scoring 400 to 500 in mocks and i still cant process after so many efforts i messed up it in last months… a lil backstory i got 80k rank in neet 2025 decided i will get a very good collage this year i was determined from starting only studied day and night … but bcz i ignored my mental health whole year i had a huge breakdown at the end i could study i could not focus… i still think i would have made it to a good collage if i had not messed up my mental health.. my only dream from start was to be a dr and i cant change this field i cant change my carrer bcz i would always have a regret that i could not make it to a medical collage.. so i am already 19 .. i am thinking to give myself one more chance after this with proper guidance from my seniors and also choose bsc sidewise willl it be a good opt???