First FET likely failed, exhausted

I'm 7dp5dt with my first euploid medicated FET, which included 3mo suppression for adeno. My beta is in 3 days but I am already counting myself out because my test has been negative with first response early response home test☹️ I think i would have tested positive by now.

I have to do another hysteroscopy before I can do another FET, which is such a pain because I'm doing long distance IVF in spain from the US.

My husband and I are already having issues from IVF finances so this will add more strain. Ugh!!