first time post

hi everyone. i’m holding back tears as i write this. my nana is in the early stages of dementia and it’s gotten really hard. for some reason she lashes out at her husband (my papa) so bad to the point where it was unsafe for him to still be in the house. she has also started seeing “angels” and other hallucinations. my dad is in talks of selling the ranch that my grandparents live on, the place i grew up and spent every christmas or thanksgiving. so much is changing and it’s killing me. the fact that one day she won’t remember me is just a unmeasurable level of pain. my dad and his siblings are also in talks of potentially putting my nana in a home. she can’t stay on the ranch by herself, it’s way too dangerous. i’m just so scared for the future and i have no idea how to handle this emotionally.