To the one who writes my world

We have always been in sync, as if possessing telepathy.

Recently, when every event happening around me pointed to the exit, suggesting that I should depart in both a physical and perceptive sense. But just thinking about the possibility of never seeing you again, all logic became non existence.

My heart said it is not the time to go, and deep in my soul, I know you are not ready. There are times when I thought I would leave and stop caring, and I remained silent for a while, but that was also the time when I put myself in your shoes and chose understanding to come back.

Perhaps love only needs sharing, understanding, and absolute trust in each other.

The first time I looked into your eyes, like you, I didn’t know what I was venturing into, but I knew my thoughts for certain at that moment: I wanted you to find confidence in yourself and affirm that you deserve it. And in a quiet way, fate shifted its wheels.

I have never regretted loving you, and if I were allowed to start over, having to endure sleepless nights, and days, where I stare blankly with overflowing tears... even if the result remained unchanged, I would still choose to love you once more. 

Because loving you and being loved by you is the most wonderful thing in this life; it is a feeling that perhaps only your magical pen could describe. I am so lucky not only to live in this love but to have the chance to immerse in your letters. 

In fragile moments, when dark clouds of doubt pull across the deep blue sky, I reread your words, choosing once more to persevere for our connections. If dark clouds come, just let them pass. Because our love is not the sky, but the sunlight that always exists behind. 

Despite our circumstances, our relationship has reached the threshold of a spiritual partnership. A place where pain is not for resentment, but for understanding. Distance is not for separation, but for appreciation and words are not merely to be read, but to be held close to the heart.

If this universe is merciful enough for us to be together until our final days; and if not, I have been, I am, and I will forever have you within my soul.

I love you