Anxiety before resitting test

Did anyone else feel like they were more anxious about the test after failing previously?

I’ve failed 3 tests and even tho my test isn’t for a while I’m so anxious about it like I’m so nervous that I’ll fail again and be waiting longer to get my licence and I feel like I’m so much more anxious than before I did the first test

I think the pressure of knowing how hard it is to get a driving test and like the embarrassment of failing again (i know i shouldn’t be embarrassed but when everyone you know passed in 3 attempts or less most being first time it’s hard not to be) isn’t helping but i can’t seem to break the anxiety thinking about the fourth attempt 😵‍💫

Has anyone else felt like this?