(15F) happy mental health awareness month my loves, let’s chat

Hi guys! Hope everyone’s having an AWESOME day

I have been absolutely exhausted which is terrible. And I’ve been having really bad headaches, and I don’t know why. I wish I did I mean I think it’s because I’ve been binging and not coping properly, as in, I haven’t been regressing as much as I usually do. Which isn’t great, because I love regressing, I mean, it makes me feel good. Tho I probably shouldn’t be nitpicking on who I talk too on Reddit or looking for comfort on here, I should start finding comfort in myself, tho, it’s often quite hard for me to do so. I dunno why. Also Reddit is weird, I mean ofc it is, it’s the internet but like, people will ghost, people will sexualize and it’s just a lot some times. Then you’d probably think to yourself ‘oh then why are u here then’. Simple, I’m bored, I really truly wanna make a REAL connection. Tho, maybe that’s asking for too much, as I said it is the internet after all. Hmm..but perhaps, who knows.

I post a ton anyways too, so might as well try, right? Maybe I’ll find someone who loves me as much as I love myself. Not for my body, but for me, the real me. We’ll see. I’ve learned to be patient, very patient, because I know it’ll be ok, no matter what. I’ve got time and I’m growing. My life will be as beautiful as I make it.

Happy mental health awareness month my loves! Never feel scared to reach out, you matter and your problems matter too no matter how small you think they may be, if it’s affecting you, it’s worth speaking up. You have a beautiful life you deserve to live to the fullest. Do so.

I’m open to chatting with anyone :3 MWAAAH BYE LOVELIES