Is this betrayal or i’m just overthinking?

Problem/Goal: How would you feel if you knew/discovered that your husband has been hiding conversations of him and his mom from you?

Context: Weeks ago, me and my MIL had a misunderstanding and it was super toxic and I don’t feel like my husband is siding me. Ever since that happened, he doesn’t want me to know what his mother has been saying about me.

I don’t know what to feel, i’m in the middle of me feeling betrayed, not being chosen or? Idk.

Previous Attempts: None

If I were you, how would you feel? Bakit parang kailangan i-tago or is this normal?