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>Brought up in a pretty religious environment.

>Traumatic childhood. Lots of drug/alcohol use in family.

>Teenage me started questioning sexuality/identity.

>mtf transformation caption stories off and on for years. Thought it was just a fetish.

>Still attracted to females and probably repressed a lot in relationships.

>Competed in Martial Arts to try to fulfill self worth.

>Not sure if I’m trans but I’ve questioned it for years. Kind of scared.