Why isn't masterbation enjoyable?

This is my first time on reddit, so please excuse me if I'm a little iffy on formatting and certain features. Thank you.

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I (18F) have never actually enjoyed masterbation as far as I am aware. I'm not even sure if I have ever "came" as a result of it (or any other sexual stimulation).

I have a small vibrator that feels stimulating, but not particularly good. I have tried using only my hands, but I'm not able to really stick with it for long. I often find myself wanting to masterbait, but when I actually do, I get bored quickly and drop it for something more interesting.

I'm not sure what I'm doing wrong or what. Is there some way to fix this? Is it worth fixing at all? Any advice or help would be greatly appreciated. 😥