I'm just bad at heavies - Rant post

Im a main MT player (with a very special spot for LTs)

love sneaky fast assassin-like tanks
Lights I play stuff like Manticore recently, LOVE EBR105 + 75FL, got a marked elc also

and also fast paper TDs - got DBV and its insane, Im over 4k damage for about 8/10 of my games consistently .

WN8 and damage wise Im a blue player I would say, Ive been playing wot on and off since about 2011 (but really actively since 2022)

I cant for the love of god EVER bring myself to enjoy playing heavy tanks.

playing stuff like Skoda T56 (FULL BOND EQUIPMENT, HARDENING TURBO VSTAB)

or Object 277, even E5 - I just find myself wanting to close the game each match, the gameplay is so boring, just press w/s constantly when in position and wiggle turret and wait for gun to reload then shoot and repeat till u win or get overrun .

I deal okay damage, about 3k avg, not too great but I just dont have fun at all,

and yes, even with the mighty Skoda, I dont understand what's the hype about it when the gun is so bad u hit only 1/2 90% of the times.