I'm sick of my life and my rp request getting ignored

I'm sick of everyone always ignoring and downvoting my rp request I'm having a terrible fucking day I'm incredibly aggravated and pissed off and incredibly stressed out and I have work today. I just wanted a dom roleplayer who can rp as multiple characters if needed are ok with abdl can do a paragraph per turn and are caught up with my hero academia and has a discord But instead what I got was multiple trolls Harrassing me and telling me to get a life or a job I had multiple dipshits block me midway into the plot and or rejecting my kinks without reason my boyfriend left me for someone else and btw I can't even afford to seek help I can barely afford the medicine I'm on. I already hate my fucking life I'm autistic I'm fucking alone all the time I'm stuck living with my parents I'm stuck working at the same dead end job and I have no fucking friends and cant even go anywhere because I don't have a car or a driver's license My discord username is cutiebelle1