Mental Health going to hell because of Racism.

I've been feeling like ending my life because of all this.

I'm both an African and Arab. Seeing so much people supporting the genocide in Congo, Sudan, Palestine etc because how dare those people not be white is truly messing with me.

Same with all the police brutality in many countries towards black people and other POC.

Hell I sometimes even see fellow POC supporting these horrible things.

I've been dealing with racism a lot and seeing others deal with it as well is really fuckin with me. Get called stuff like the N Word or being called a Terrorist.

I really do not wish to live on a planet this horrible.

Healthcare in my country is hell. been tryna get a good therapist since i was 12. i am now 25. i still didn't find any therapist who actually cares about helping. they all seem to only be in it for the money and are purposefully doing a bad job at helping to keep me sick.

How do I deal with these feelings? Can anyone help? Please?