50 [M4F] #Chicago - You're too old to be so inexperienced

You thought you were doing the right thing. Just doing what they always told you. Waiting. For the right person. The perfect situation. Maybe marriage. You thought you were the good girl. But now it seems that everything has passed you by, and you're not even sure what the point was anymore.

It's starting to affect your relationships. You're afraid to admit it to your friends, so when they start talking about sex, you just nod and smile and laugh along, try to change the subject. And dating... do you tell them upfront? What are they going to think? Will they even bother with you? Or do you wait until it seems like something might happen? But by that point is it too late? Like you've been leading them on? Or maybe don't say anything. But they'll know, right? They'll be able to tell by how nervous you are, right? How you don't really know what you're doing? So you don't even try. Your girlfriends made a joke tinder profile for you, but you're too embarrassed to actually use it.

But in your head... God, you want it. You want to fuck. To be fucked. You've read so much erotica, watched so much porn... you want so much it's overwhelming. You ache to know the feeling of a real cock inside you. Stretching you. Filling you. You want to taste it. Smell it. Feel it. You want lips on your nipples. A tongue on your clit. And hands. Hands all over your body. Groping. Squeezing. You want to be fingered hard like the girls who squirt in videos. You want to know if you can do that, too. You want to know what it's like to be choked. To be slapped in the face. To be pushed to your limits, and beyond. Your body is so embarrassingly inexperienced, but your mind... your mind would make a porn star blush. But your girlfriends don't talk about things like that. Do guys really like that? Would they want a girl who wants that?

You're drowning. You need help. You need me. I understand your situation. You don't have to explain. You don't have to be embarrassed. You can be yourself. Shy and awkward. Full of lust and ideas. I'm not going to judge you or shame you. And I'm certainly not going to be scared off by the filthy thoughts in your head. I'm here to make them real. To take you to the places you thought you might never go.

Maybe you just want something quick and anonymous. Rip the bandage off and get on with your life. Or maybe you've got a whole catalog of things you want to try. Either way, I'm here for you. Slow and gentle. Hard and dirty. Whatever you need.

You're too old to be a virgin. But we're going to take care of that.

Me: Married, 5'8", 165lbs, white, brown hair and beard.

You: 18-30-ish. Inexperienced and ready to change that.