He Really Does Seem Like My Match!

F(18+)

Hey! I have been crushing hard on a guy for a month. He is in my college and was in my Spanish class. He is also 22. He is nice, helpful, funny, intelligent, talented, creative, realistic, relatable, and weird (In a good way. Weird is not wrong. In fact, I feel that being weird is a good thing because you are making yourself stand out and you are making people curious about you.) Me and him have so much in common. We like to draw, write, and read crime stories. Psychology also interests me and him (my major). We are also atheists and we believe that divorce is not a bad decision. We also choose movies over books. I have been texting him for the past few days. I asked for his number a few days ago and he gave it to me. We had had great conversations ever since and he is a lot of fun! I told him that I felt like I had a lot in common with him and he said “Ye, that’s what friends are for”. He does think of me as a friend and agreed that I have a lot in common with him. when we see each other, we have endless and fun conversations together. Sometimes, he just comes up to me out of somewhere to talk and I just giggle and I am shocked to see him right in front of me.

While I love all these qualities of him, I also wish he would open up a little more. Opening up about your opinion. For me, when I open up, I feel happy, confident, and a little scared. I feel happy and confident about why I think or feel a certain way and I am glad I put it out there. I also feel scared of how people would respond to my opinion. Regardless of that, I still try to open up as much as I can and also know what I am really saying. I guess I just love it when people let themselves free and expressing yourself does give you a lot of freedom (I know I cannot force it but expressing myself did make me feel good). I guess I just want to help another person let themselves free.

Overall, I am just really happy as now and I love that I got to know him! He really is the entire package!