Officially hit the one year mark… when does it get easier?

One year of tracking in different forms, one year of conversations and differing opinions, one year of shoving supplements down my throat, one year of trying to be optimistic but devastated every month, one year of wishing and praying. One year of this consuming my thoughts every single day.

Between it all, a chemical and ectopic which resulted in a removed tube- I am beginning to lose hope.

I am tired. I am disappointed. When does it get easier ?