Why don't things ever go my way?

Applied for a million jobs that I can Actually do that won't burn me out more than i already am. But none of those ever call me back. Instead I have to keep killing myself at jobs that trigger me the most and make it harder for me to function.

It literally pisses me off. Knowing what I need isn't the problem it's actually securing that.

I'd never put myself in the line of fire if given the choice but seriously Wtf???

It just pisses me off..

There's no rest for the wicked is bullshit. I can't remember the last time I was allowed.

Hate killing myself on top of killing myself and top of always having to fucking kill myself!!!