34 [M4F] #Online/Switzerland - Hello, my old heart

It's been so long since I've given you away

I don't really need a anyone. I can keep myself company and can handle life quite well on my own. Maybe I've even gotten a little bit too comfortable alone. However, I yearn for connection. Not just with anyone tho. Most people piss me the fuck off for no good reason. There probably is a reason, but I couldn't pinpoint why that is. It's most likely a me-issue.

What I really miss are those late-night talks about god and the world. The random ramblings that go way too deep into specifics. The topic doesn't even matter. Music, history, politics, conspiracies, religion, spirituality, psychology, relationships or some niche subculture. Literally anything as long as it isn't the typical surface-level talk about the job we hate and what food we like. Sure, that also has its time and place, but it gets boring pretty quickly. In fact, I'll get the basic stuff about me out of the way right now, so there's not even a need to ask about it. You can do the same when you hit me up.

Yes, I work in IT, as most people on Reddit apparently. No, I don't really care about it, I'm just good at it. Currently team lead IT system engineering and responsible for the IT infrastructure. Doing school on the side, just to get the paper and increase my salary. Outside of work I work out regularly and get my steps in. Wanna lose some weight, which is going alright. Pretty hangry a lot of the time because of it tho. Food has been my coping mechanism ever since I stopped smoking weed after turning 30. I live alone in a small town in Switzerland and will be moving to an even smaller village in two months. Because fuck people.

Now, with the lame stuff out of the way, one thing I'd love to bond over and nerd out on is music. Always loved music and singing myself. Started creating my own music two years ago. Still pretty amateurish and very depressing, but it's a lovely outlet. Would love to have someone I can spam with voice notes of covers. Even better if you actually play an instrument, because I only learned the trumpet, which doesn't work too well to accompany myself singing.

Hit me up, drop the act and just be real.