Relationships. (Sorry if I’m all over the place)

Honestly idk what to type but I will try. I have 2 partners in a fully consenting and loving relationship. I love my partners both of them I feel as if god gave me the ability to LVOE with such passion that it’s possible. I feel such happiness and feel like I’ve done no wrong in the eyes of god. However I feel shame knowing most people don’t agree I won’t lie I am young as I’m 20 but I have this fear of hell because what if I feel the LVOE of god isn’t for me. I accept the gift of god and try to be the best version of myself I can. Bassicly I am ashamed of how people view me. This ain’t some sex thing this is all from genuine love in my heart.