37 [M4F] Gothy nerdy weirdo seeks epic romance with his kinky slutty princess. Love, romance, gangbangs, kink, and fun? Oh my! Duck

Ive always found it weird and awkward trying to condense a whole human being, their life, and what they are looking for into a few short words, so this may be a little longer than I intended. Im not a fan of the way so much of dating these days is about scanning basic superficial information about someone. We are all very complex people with lives and stories, hopes and dreams, needs and wants. I want the kind of love where all of that is out in the open, accepted, and cherished by both of us. Im not a fan of the concept of forbidden. Healthy boundaries, yes, but I believe that its about being a team and supporting eachothers needs and wants rather than controlling eachother (unless thats a need or want, kinks are welcome).

So Im going to get this part out right away. Ive always been drawn to strong female sexuality, female pleasure, sexually intense women, slutty women, kinky women. Id love to have a partner who is into things like gangbangs, who I can hold down while other men fuck her senseless as she cums until she cant move. Someone who shows up filled with cum and tells me the story as we make love. Someone who I can go out on dates with and can watch her go up to men she wants to fuck, or I go up to them and tell them my woman wants to fuck them. If you are with me you are allowed to be as slutty as you want to be and Ill love you more for it. As long as I get my needs met too I would never dream of holding you back from getting yours. That makes you more beautiful to me. If I can trust you to keep your heart just for me then theres no reason to feel insecurity or jealosy or any of that. Just trust, love, and desire. I want you to be happy, too, so I want to know all of your wants and needs. You matter, what you want matters.

But a relationship is more than just kinky sex, many many creampies, and the beautiful sound of your voice as moan for hours. A relationship should be built on love and friendship. I want the woman I love to be my best friend in the world. I want someone I can talk with and be vulnerable with, share all my secrets and my thoughts with, and for her to trust me the same. I want someone who is comfortable sharing her inner world with me who feels safe taking refuge in our bond. I want to be there to hold you and listen, for us to be there for eachother no matter what. Real emotional safety and security.

So a bit about me? Im a very nerdy guy. I read, write, play music, cook, dance, do martial arts, write poetry, am a trained vocalist, am a fan of scifi, horror, fantasy, distopian fiction, films, tv, books, podcasts, dumb internet comedy, sad tear jerking shit, videogames, vr, history, science, philosophy, and tea and coffee. Im a music nerd and a music history nerd. I tinker with various machines and modify my software. I also workout. I tend to prefer a lot of cardio, yoga, and martial arts work for my workouts (which includes boxing). Im very far from perfect. My life has been complicated, my childhood was very bad, and Ive done a lot of work on myself to be the best version of myself that I can be. Theres still a lot more work to do, but I show up for it which is really all I ask from the peoole in my life. Im not looking for perfect, just someone who tries.

Im not going to close any doors by saying I want or need you to be this way or that way. When you meet the right one you feel it, and I dont really care a ton about looks or background. I care about who you are and how we vibe together. Although if you have a fucked up background like I do that would make it easy for us to click, and I tend to be really good for folks who vibe best with people whove seen some shit. I *do* find it attractive when a woman is fierce and able to tell assholes to fuck off. I also find intelligence, big hearts and big passion, big emotions attractive. But, again, if youve read this far and want to talk please do let me know. Im not looking for a checklist, Im looking to make a real connection with a real person. So say hi if you want to, ok?

You are allowed to ask me questions if you want, but I am starting to feel a little long winded at this point and rather than the proverbial sound of my own voice, Im a great deal more interested in you. If youre interested Id love to hear a bit about you? Anything that you care to share.