UST, FEU, or Public HS for SHS?

hello, i passed ust and feu for SHS, i'm currently deciding between transferring to ust/feu or staying in my current school. ust is my dream school and hindi maikakaila na it's a great school, pero cinoconsider ko kung masusustain ba ng pamilya ko yung tuition, dorm, at pang-araw-araw dahil malayo kami, sinabi naman nila na kaya pero parang naguiguilty ako dahil hindi naman kami yung super yaman at bumabangon pa lang kami galing sa hirap, ofw rin papa ko at if may option naman na libre at kung saan mapapagaan ko buhay namin, sinasabi ng konsensya ko na yun na lang piliin ko, lalo't for shs pa lang naman at hindi pa college, at iniisip ko kung worth it ba ang ust or feu and i want to be practical pero parang may mawawala sa akin hahahah idk naguguluhan ako hahahahaha