My wife is starting mothers making a change

About two months ago, I cut all contact with her. I check myself into a crisis center for about seven days because there’s no long-term in my state. And maybe kind of a blessing in the everything going on my phone was misplaced so I had no way to contact my wife.

when I got out, I had decided to try and cut contact for the good of both of us kind of uprooted my life I got a few updates from my mother in law, but very rarely because I was really trying to avoid that side of the family recently I had a court date along with my in-laws no jail time thank god.

I found out that that she is starting mother’s making a change and she’s been supposedly drug free since I’ve been gone I don’t know if that’s true.

I don’t know if I should trust it, but I wanna try and remain hopeful she’s very dear to me and I’ve been having on and off crying fits not knowing where she is. What she’s doing. Is she OK? I’ll be fine for a week or so and then I’ll just be reminiscing. But anyways I really hope that she can get the help she deserves. I know I can’t get better for her and I’m gonna keep on working on myself while she’s there.

I’m gonna try and be optimistic because she deserves so much more than what she was given in life I just hope she can see that too, but this is fighting with 18 years of addiction. Something I wouldn’t wish on anybody.