26 [F4A] #NYC #Fat borderline femcel iso Dom/me for bimbo training

Im posting something a little unusual for me. Im a fat, socially-anxious virgin who struggles with really intense all-encompassing envy towards conventionally attractive women. As smart as I am, I have been unable to logic my way out of it. Being bi (in my opinion) has only made the envy worse and more confusing. I often feel unattractive, grossed out by my own lust and have spent a ton of mental energy imagining my body looking different.

With this post I’m adopting a bit of a “if you can’t beat ‘em, join ‘em” philosophy. I want to become the object of lust, to wear feminine clothes, to feel more accepting of my sexuality because I’m viewed as a sexual being.

I’m looking for a dom/me who can help shape me into something more desirable. I’m really interested in D/s elements being a part of this because I want to be trained to be the most desirable sub that I can be. I’m curious about a kind of psychological focus / mind break situation but that’s tbd at the moment

I might revisit this post as I develop more clarity about what I’m hoping this dynamic to look like in a practical sense. I think part of it might depend on who messages me. I think having a woman dom me in this way could be really interesting and could provide a lot of firsthand experience / advice to help mold me,

But all perspectives are welcome. Im not against the potential degradation aspects of this, but as a sub, it takes a bit of sustained effort to get me to really submit and be accepting of degrading treatment. For the time being, however, please reach out if any of this sounds interesting, and tell me a bit about yourself and what you hope to get out of this dynamic. Older / more experienced Dom/mes preferred

Kinks: power exchange, light impact, praise, degradation, edging, orgasm control, petplay, ageplay, cnc, sleep play, breeding, hypnosis, manipulation / corruption, mindfuck, attention

Limits: raceplay, bathroom stuff, extreme violence, incest, gore, nonchalance, low effort messages

Talk soon