Looking for the original source of a female vocal sample — “I was in a dark space / I count my blessings every day / that I was chosen for this fate”

The lyrics go:
“I don’t wanna go back to that feeling / I was in a dark space / I count my blessings every day / that I was chosen for this fate”

Does anyone know the original song or singer? It might also be a royalty-free acapella from a sample pack, but I’d love to know the actual source.

The songs that use this sample include TRITICUM-“Dark Space” and Masicka-“Black Sheep.“​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​

I am Japanese and this message was written with the help of AI, so I apologize if anything is incorrect.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​