maybe we can be friends ^^ 26f

hi,. I'm looking for a genuine friendship. someone to share moments with, care about, laugh with, talk about life with.. (deep shit, silly stuff) all that . im easy going id say. I do have a weird/dark sense of humor. I'm kind of a loser / weird but maybe we can both be that. atm, im ashamed to admit I just am kind of rotting.. there's a lot going on, but also nothing at the same time, if that makes any sense. i used to feel so much more human than I do currently, hoping to regain that eventually.

i listen to music a lot. every genre pretty much (recently it's a lot of elliott smith, you know what that means lmfao). i play some games when I feel up for it. im jst trying to improve my life, but having to fight the mental roadblocks . maybe we can be there for each other. id love to create my own music .. unfortunately ive had no drive to even Attempt it, nor do I know how to crack FL right now. maybe you could help me fgahssgdhhs also, if you make music yourself , id love to hear it.

im a bit unhinged once you get to know me, id love to find someone to be fully myself/comfortable around once I open up. i do suffer from mental things.

thank you for reading. also, I will add that I'm in a relationship. im only looking for friends