I think I fell in love with somebody I'm not supposed to and I'm not even supposed to feel guilty.

I don’t even really know how to explain this tbh

I’m married (since 2018). My husband has always been… okay with me being with other guys. We talked about it early on. It’s not cheating in our situation.

But I never really leaned into it like that. I still felt like I was his. idk if that makes sense

Anyway last year I met someone randomly. I was driving Uber, bored, on one of those anonymous apps and he asked if I’d bring him beer. I said yes.

That should’ve been it. just random

but it wasn’t

Now I feel like I’m stuck between my actual life and what I felt with him

I don’t even know if I want advice or just needed to say this somewhere