Trying.

I keep trying to have a good day but they always end up bad. I feel so out of place. I hate the voices in my head telling me how stupid am. I’m a failure. I feel like a huge waste of air sometime . I don’t have friends. I am trying to be positive but I always think of just giving up. It wouldn’t even matter if I did give up because at the end of the day everyone just moves on. The world would be ok without me. I wouldn’t do it but I think about it all the time.