TRIGGER WARNING - I want to quit college and find a job.

Problem/Goal: I want to quit college and find a job.

Context: I actually like my course, but I have been failing, have no connection with my peers, and have missed deadlines. I just feel that I'm such a burden and have been thinking about self-exit for a while now, but I don't want to do it because of my sister. I mean, she would be free if I were gone; college is such a financial burden to her. My mom is a deadbeat; she is full of promises, but nothing actually comes true.

So it's quit college and find a job or self-exit. What are the job opportunities for me? 20-year-old male.