Can't find a campaign (venting)

I have experience playing ttrpgs but unfortunately I've never made it past two sessions as a player. This has nothing to do with any of the GMs, the players including myself but always due to life and scheduling. First time I ever tried playing D&D was with all of my friends who after one week two of them began the process of moving and I'm not long later the third person even moved which completely ended that idea of a campaign.

I have tried joining online campaigns but again scheduling has caused them to fall apart. I decided to try again after maybe a year or so of not playing as a player. After a couple weeks of searching on Reddit and even looking for paid games I've yet to find one that fits my schedule and pretending that I did the game master is always using roll20 or foundry which doesn't work for me since I'm only playing from my phone. I just wanted to vent and get that all out thank you for if anybody actually read this and leave the comment in advance.