Dreaming about my missing cat

My cat is been missing since February and I keep dreaming about him. His name is Haru and he is a 4 years old orange cat, very affectionate and always loved being carried.

I was around him since he was a newborn, cause his mama cat only let me around her and the newborn kittens, She passed away 2 years ago when she got outside and got killed by a car.

Since Haru went missing I was constantly overthinking what can happen with him outside for months and every few days I dream about him , in all of them he came back home but he was really dirty and skinny and in every dream he came straight to me and I would cradle him in my arms then feed him. But in the last dream he wasn't so skinny , he looked like his normal self just a bit of his fur being dusty and inn that dream he came to me and all he wanted was to be cradled in my arms.