so i really like this girl but seeing her with other gusy turns me on

So there's this girl i really like, and we have been talking from quite some time, around 6 months

i have been friend zoned already tho.. she's tall and hot and infact quite popular.

Whenever i see her with other guys, going to movies, restraunts it makes me feel so jealous and hurt but it turns me on as well, i end up imagining her with them and fapping to it.

She's somewhat popular and alot of guys hit on her, i am aware that she loves that attention...the thought of her being surrounded by so many guys kinda turns me on , i feel hurt too, i can't help it,