Hi everyone! I am trying to clarify my confusion about my feelings towards someone. I feel drawn to them emotionally, but don’t feel overwhelming attraction to them physically. Feels like a psychic pull that’s not mirrored in a physical sense. I don’t like ambiguity of emotions, so this is really frustrating me. I just want it to be one way or another; platonic or romantic. But this connection feels like it’s teetering on the edges of both, not fitting into either category fully. 

I pulled a 3 card reading and also checking the card under the deck, as a shadow of the whole reading. Below I have put my interpretation. Hoping to see what you all think of this, and whether you had anything to add. Overall, great sense of confusion here lol 

Personal interpretation:

This nature of the connection has not been fully revealed yet. There is much about it that is still hidden from view in the material realm. The connection between you two is psychic, spiritual, intuitive, and operating in other planes of reality. This could be a past life connection. There are unseen aspects to the connection that are occurring which you feel, but can’t see. This is where the confusion lies. There is more happening than what you see in the physical domain. This watery, illusive and hard to pin down energy between you two is why there is confusion. Follow your intuition. You can feel the undercurrents, let them flow. Take it slow. Trust that you will known what you need to, when you need it. The connection is helping you awaken and strengthen your feminine archetype. She challenges your inability to receive and shows you these patterns of reciprocity. There is a sense that what you both see intuitively, that is happening in a spiritual sense, may not effectively translate into a physical relationship. The connection cannot be fully housed in the exact same way in the confines of a human connection, with the limited understandings of love and what a relationship should look like. You feel a great sense of burden and exhaustion, trying to come to a logical conclusion as to what you’re feeling. You are putting unnecessary pressure on yourself by trying to think your way to completion. The 10 is a number of completion. It’s coming. But you are putting far too much strain on yourself. There are good, strong foundations being laid as the bedrock for this connection. You’re being asked to let the fruit ripen. This is not a process that can be spread up. It is organic, and running on its own time. Be patient and let the love grow in the way it wants to, what ever the outcome. With the shadow of the 3 of cups, the general nature of the connection is one that brings harmony, friendship, joy and community. The connection enriches both of your lives in these ways, and will come to be known for these qualities also. The number 3 is of course-creation, so you two may create something together, more than likely a business or project. 

Interpretation help for current relationship reading (love in some sense)