By the time you are reading this, I am dead or preparing to die.

And I don't have any regrets about that because I tried my best. But the thing is, I don't have the potential to crack JEE. JEE is an exam of genetics, which I failed at the moment I was born. It's not my fault that I was born in India; it's my fate that I was born in a relatively poor family with no reservation. And I don't blame my family—they tried their best.

JEE literally ruined my whole life. My weight dropped to just 40 kg, I had immense hair fall and stress, and on top of that, I was diagnosed with multiple diseases.

I cannot face my dad, who believed in me, or my mom, who had faith in me. It feels like it's all my fault. It's just a matter of time before I check my HSC board results, which I think I am going to fail.

I am sharing this here because I have no social life or friends.

My request to everyone is: whenever you become a father or mother, please don’t pressure your kids to perform in an exam. They might not have the potential for it, even if they want to.

(Took help from AI because I don’t know English well.)

Peace out