Ny Bnna doctor , i am done with neet

2nd May i woke up and told my dad i my hearts not in the right place i dont want to be a doctor he said koi bat ny jis chiz me mn ny hai wo q kro ge even , asked me if i wanna go to the exam centre tomorrow i said yes qki form ka paisa diye hai LOL . it took me 2 drops to finally have to courage to say it to my dad .

one my teachers in my coaching said agr neet ny nikle then use achi bat aur kya ho skti hai ? NEET ny nikle mtlb 100 drwaje aur khule ge i really took that advice .

thought ill share this for anyone whos having 2nd thoughts or serious doubts about becoming a doctor because i think Being a doctor requires serious responsibility and hardwork for years and its not a just a job , doctors has to deal with people's life everyday and not everyone is cut out for that , i realised that i am certainly not considering the amount of anxiety i go through .

its not like i wont amount to anything in life , maybe being a doctor wasnt meant for me and it took my too long to realise but its ok ive learnt a lot in the past 2 years

I'll figure something out i wont give up in life , if you are reading this and going through the same stuff ill give u the same advice i told myself . 10 years down the line if ur successful no one will come up to u and say neet ketne bar fail kiya ..doctor q ny bna? on one actually cares what ur gonna do in life ,people who comment on ur life will not put food in ur table , so lets stop giving a fuck about what society has to say and not give up in life.