Im just so lost

I feel backed in a corner

Bf in Texas and yes the plan is to move with him. Hes paid for my phlebotomy course. I understand with the time difference, work and other things hes not going to be as available but now it just feels like barely anything. What makes this worse is I found im pretty far into a pregnancy that we decided (mainly me) to terminate. I try to lean on my parents but in spite of them saying they support me but keep saying things as if theyre trying to get me to keep it anyway. With them and the distance with my bf and trying to get my phlebotomy license and the long hours I work, my body just feeling uncomfortable basically all over....

I just feel like I'm losing my mind a bit, im crying so much, I feel so alone, and im trying so hard to hold myself together but im breaking apart....