I'm a trans man I think ?? I don't know if I should medically transition

Hey

I realised that I might be trans about a year ago and started coming out in january

I started using male pronouns, and bought myself male clothes, I discovered my style (I always thought grunge and baggy clothes were the best when I was a girl but I slowly realised it was mostly dysphoria so internalized I didn't realise it -not willing to care about my appearance, and now I absolutely love wearing suits nearly every day)

I feel like I'm really trans, in the sense that I don't "want to go back to being a girl"

I really don't like the parts of me that are feminine looking, I sadly have huge breasts, and I don't like the sound of my voice. Binding helps but sadly it does not do miracles, the mass has to go somewhere.

Yet, I have doubts about medically transitionning ? I have fears I would end up regretting this, beating myself over it. I was considered a "pretty girl" and I'm afraid I won't ever be a "pretty boy". It's kinda distressing

People that did medically transitions (hormones and or surgery), did you wait until you were *absolutely sure* or does it never really happen and you just have to go through the fear ?

Any tips, advices, reflexions is welcome