Grinding sex toy

Guys,

I feel like once you start with anal toys you just want more lol.

I am struggling to find something I guess some what specific. I want something I can like ride and grind on... but im looking for something a bit small discrete.... and something that could thrust up as well.

Maybe im looking for a non existent machine but so many of the rideable things are geared towards women and its super tricky.

If any of you have recommendations im all ears at this point.