I (17M) don't even see a point in trying to socialize with normies anymore, they treat me like an animal and I have no idea why.

I have literally treated normies with nothing but kindness, the only times I've been even remotely rude to them is in response to their rudeness. To be honest, I only react to their rudeness about 40% of the time, I usually just take it like a cuck.

But yeah, I'm in high school at the moment, and every normie here delights in my pain despite the fact I'm a presumably NT decent-looking guy. The only abnormal thing about me is my VERY BAD speech impediment, I stutter and slur over my words constantly, and I can't pronounce the R's at the middle or end of my words.

Normies treat me with unbelievable cruelty, they spread rumors about me that they know aren't true, they taunt me, take pictures of me for literally no reason, and they push and poke me as well. My only real friend at school is a Mexican ultra-nationalist (no hyperbole).

I shower everyday, I use shampoo and conditioner and allat, I use deodorant and I brush my teeth, I put on cologne sometimes, and I dress pretty casually. There is literally not a single reason for normies to hate me besides my speech impediment.

The worst part is how spineless I am, I always do favors for my bullies, even the most asshole-ish ones. They'll often pretend to be nice to me only in exchange for a favor. I'd like to be a normie at my school for a day just so I could see what I do that's so different from all the others.