TW: death  
hi yall i have 13 (now twelve) cats from three different litters im fostering right now. they’ve been tested and vaxxed so have been able to hangout. they’re all awesome together no issues. 3 black cats (10weeks old), 5 tabbies approx 7-8weeks old, mom and her 4 kittens (6ish weeks old). the tabbies are named tabby, teddy, tink, tootsie & teeny. the mom has been nursing all the tabbies on top of her own. the first one to nurse was teeny and he would nurse on her soooo much even more than her kittens and she accepted him happily. he was named teeny because as you can see in the video above he was sooo much smaller than the rest of his litter. even  smaller than mamas younger kittens. he was gaining weight, eating, using litter box, very playful etc just fine so i wasn’t worried about him.  
this morning i woke up and went to go feed everyone breakfast and when i walked in the kitchen i saw teeny on the floor limp, mouth open and agonal breathing. i freaked out and just held him until he stopped fully and told him i loved him. it looked like he had released his bladder and also was drooling for awhile. i texted my rescue and she said sometimes kittens have underlying conditions we don’t know about and it can just happen. but since he was already2 months and im experiencing so much shock im having a hard time believing i didn’t do something wrong.   
i feel so bad and i have literally zero idea what happened. my laundry room door was open and i keep wondering if the washer got off center, started shaking and hit him against the wall  or he got up somewhere unsafe and jumped and hurt himself. im so sad he was my little teeny bopper. 💔💔💔  
i don’t know what im really looking for here. i guess im wondering if anyone has experienced something similar? 

woke up to my favorite foster kitty passed away.