Wasn't Meant to Be...?

I made another post a week or two ago. Basically I haven't cruised in quite a while, I'm talking over 3.5 years at this point. I'm not really into it anymore but my penis got the best of me so I went to my local home depot and tried to cruise. Ended up not finding anyone so went to home depot but nothing there too. All I wanted was for a guy to jerk me off. Just him jerk me, not me touch him or any head or anything. I was just curious again and not on any PrEP because I don't really hookup and don't want to really.

There are quite a few places near me to try and go but I'm nervous as those are hotels downtown and on some bigger college campus'.

I tried to go get some help but it ended up not working out. I guess that was a sign that maybe I shouldn't try and waste my time cruising? Should I try again?