This is so hard already

I'm sitting at an appointment (for myself) in tears. Because I am 8 months pregnant and hormonal and am facing some already really hard things in my life.

And I just got a call from my dad (early stages dementia) who called me asking if I found somewhere to live.

I have lived in the same place for 4 years and haven't been looking for somewhere else right now.

He told me that he saw something saying that I was homeless and he was on his way to the bank to put money in my account.

He said my mother (they have been divorced over 30 years) sent him a message and told him it was his turn to help me. I haven't gotten help from either parent in a very long time.

I reassured him that I am safe and ok. And just waiting for an appointment. And he sounded relieved and ended the call

But uuuffffggggghhhhhhhhh