Got catfished today

So I met this guy from Grindr and he catfished me however I still went through with it and got intimate with him I feel so disgusted I had the chance to turn away and leave but I didn’t I’ve not had action in a while so I wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt and believe that it’s him in the photos but it wasn’t, we only kissed and I gave him a blowjob not for long as I forced myself to cum to get out of the situation. I am still processing it right now and honestly don’t know how to feel