I'm feeling a little empty...

Im experiencing my first chemical pregnancy, im devastated 💔, my best friends are telling how strong I am but im feeling like a tower of cards that's already got one from the bottom pieces missing. I am aware it wasnt bigger than that of a grain of rice but it was still my baby... I'm thinking of possibly lighting a candle when their birthday comes around (the baby)... it feels right. Does anyone have any advice, everytime things are just as little quieter and I'm left with my own thoughts I can't help but cry, I feel like im being a little dramatic but I don't know what else to do...